the black appal fairy

The black appal fairy 
By: Mellyna Diniar

Captivating, dazzling, enchanting, you
Melted heart, wobbled butterflies, an aesthetic feeling
Intriguing words came out from your nice shaped lips
Your shadow then suddenly comes in
Mumbling a hello to me under the heaviest rain
The background music plays, intoxicating me
Deeper goes deeper forcing me to remember you more
Then the black appal fairy played around you
Spelled you, poisoning you with love potionsss
You'd been bewitched, ta..da.. you love her
Ever since I adored you, you'd had your eyes on her. Always.
Then what all those gazes, glimpses, glares
Then what all those fractions of memories and smiles 
I wrecked you both in my perspective
I chose him over you, I perished, knowing my heart on you
You acted dazed as if you were in anguish of losing me
The black appal fairy mourning yet beguiling, hugged you
Wipeout your tears then said "I've always been to you"
Reckless, I thanked her for saving you
yet you both threw a supercilious peek on me
Likewise, truth has its very own way to blow up
Like the purest shadow in the west
Like an earthquake in every disastrous movie
You both.. Ten months behind me huh?

Oh, come on it's just a poem.. which based on real emotion. Therefore, in the end, it's just a poem. so, take it easy. No humans were harmed in the making of this poem. Those who know me personally must have exactly known to whom this is for. No hatred feeling, I just want to feel the emotion back then when this poem is made. Cause every time I read my own writings, I genuinely feel the severe, indescribable and untouchable emotions behind it, through writing and reading I have finally been able to perceive it. So, yeah. That's it.



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