wonderstruck

They were attracted to my gems

Good job you said, my girl, you said

Then on the other day, I miserably fall

Why don't you put your gems there

Said you calmly with semi angered sights

I wasn't pleased, I was shattered into pieces 

You, unwillingly understand, swallowing me

With your unpleasantly wounded voices

I said, stop, it distracts me

What is the sense I was born in

Why always been on me, the responsibility

every single person's joy, his and her contentment, 

Every breath in this room, solely awares

has put their happiness on me, my shoulders.

To be consciously happy for my mortal body

I precisely find myself struggling

Then how come they easily set me to this ring

To scream, to let out my deepest emotion

I find it problematic yet I wonderstruck 

Please bring me to hill of nowhere

Where I can do those, scream out loud