Something In Between

Something in between

By: Mellyna Diniar

counting this sleepless night

to be something in between as always

neither curse in birse nor tolerate the pain

it's a blessing yet an unbreakable vow

a countless downtime with no expired dates

It says hail me, gnawing me in glory

I have no one at this phase

except those unhelpful phrase of encouragements

I expect a breath to listen

reversely, they shower me with a judgemental voices

my sanity was questioned

did I go too far, this universe hates me

watch you in a steadfast glance

conjure of imagination you'll be here

shuddering my thought into normal

yet you have never been here

our fractured promise gone with the wind

I hug my self instead, ironically

what could have been worse

Im not the only one, being cursed

with tormenting way of living

then a gentle voice flies into my ears

'take it easy for a little while'

it saves me intensely