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Don't expect me to be always dark

I want a spark of light too sometimes

Don't expect me to be bright all the time

I wanna shut all the light striking in my windows out

Why bother expecting one honestly

I've been living in the judgemental world

What I have done, there's always one says wrong

Im tired explaining

When I don't, it states that I'm a hostile villain

I just want to be free

The boundaries are getting stronger

Eat me up, limiting my thought to go up

Backstabbing me with the vicious says

Tangles me with kafkaesque

You all are a nightmarishly complex

If I'm normal I wouldn't have this thought

Sorry to not being one; the normal one

I think too much until I get numb

These synapses don't have 'tired' on their dictionary

I'm really sorry to be this overcomplicated being

Sometimes I wonder, how does it feel 

Easily talks about your sorrow to anyone

Even your closest one

I have no idea how

What I have known is all alone

Battling with this thought, anguishedly

Hope the right-truest me who'll win